My Fault!

Wednesday I spent time with my best friend D. I am trying to find a balance between my husband, family, work and friends. I'm trying extra hard with my friends though because i feel like I have let them down in the last couple of months. They a very understanding though but it feels like i am missing soooo much. It was hard for me to hang with them over the weekend and hear about all the things they do together. But the strange thing about it is, ITS MY FAULT! I decided to give them time because they were both going through new things in their lives and i thought they needed time to explore and grow into their new lives. I guess I was wrong. I'm sorry guys :-<